I haven’t been sleeping lately. I’m not talking about a restless night here and there. I’m talking about in bed at 10:00pm every night and not falling asleep until three, four, and sometimes five in the morning. I’m not really thinking about anything special most of the time, I’m just awake staring at the ceiling. Usually when I see the curtains begin to lighten I finally fall asleep. I know this isn’t healthy, but I can’t seem to do anything about it. Sometimes I stay awake thinking about stupid things that I will never be able to change, but usually I’m not really thinking about anything. Just awake.

Tonight I will battle my insomnia with one of these….